Kayla autumn ward

my journey to become the woman within

It isn’t who you know or who you meet, it is about how many people you can reach and truly impact in a positive way. When you are true to who you are, you can make such a difference. Each of us has as a story, although different, many of those stories have similarities. Live your story out loud and be proud of who you are. Impact and love as many people as you can to let them know and understand that life is worth living and that life can and will truly get better. Even in my weakest, most depressed moments, I have to realize how happy I am and how lucky I am to have the people in my life that I do. Our differences make us unique but they also bring us together

It isn’t who you know or who you meet, it is about how many people you can reach and truly impact in a positive way. When you are true to who you are, you can make such a difference. Each of us has as a story, although different, many of those stories have similarities. Live your story out loud and be proud of who you are. Impact and love as many people as you can to let them know and understand that life is worth living and that life can and will truly get better. Even in my weakest, most depressed moments, I have to realize how happy I am and how lucky I am to have the people in my life that I do. Our differences make us unique but they also bring us together

Had a great time at my shoot. Trying to get better at not just staring at the camera with a huge grin :)

Had a great time at my shoot. Trying to get better at not just staring at the camera with a huge grin :)

Thoughts

I have to start by saying that I am so happy now and can’t believe how blessed I am to have the friends and family I have that have helped get me to where I am now. That being said, I can’t help but have my days where I struggle so much with where I am now and my past. I miss my ex so badly sometimes and just want to cry. I even lost some great friends all because they do not understand why I am who I am. I can’t help but wonder how things would be and where I would be if I was not transgendered. It just hurts so much sometimes and even though I have all the people in my life I do, I feel so alone and scared. There is no changing who I am or my past and I truly believe that I wouldn’t. I just wanted to share that sometimes it is really difficult and even in those struggles I try to focus on now and the future and to be thankful for what I have now and for what I lost.